Friday, May 22, 2009

Unlikely Event in a City of Thirty Million

Traffic pounded the intersections on either side of Rosales continuously. What was left of an old viceroyal manor stood above an exit from metro Hidalgo where street urchins huffed glue. The large vintage shutters of the new apartment did little to muffle the noise, even throughout the night as I was soon to learn. It would be necessary to visit; I was glad not to be living there. Without joy the ancient moldings and fixtures were a nuisance; the quarters were enclosed by nothing but an old door. Everything was old, and used, except for a cellphone on a bedside table. I liked the blue screen, but it seemed like such an odd thing to have in that place.
Mayday was Moving Day. Everyone was amicable. I even felt comfortable enough for new words in Spanish I hadn’t known before to come out. Still, the festive prospect of lunch or some snacks made me realize I would rather it just be Monday already. I walked over to Oxxo for some coffees and Bimbo snacks but didn’t know how to use the NescafĂ© machine. The lady behind the counter had the cups, and once I went up to pay for everything she felt free to be less than courteous about charging me for the one that had gone down the drain. What I didn’t yet realize was that the proprietors of Mexican stores tolerated no shrinkage and the cashier would be charged for all three coffees, because I was offended, and had just said she could keep them.
I crossed the street indignantly under the bright sun, thinking about how they had to intensely advertise NescafĂ© because it was shit and at the same time there was a scream. The stout woman on thick legs in her red and yellow Oxxo shirt stomped into the street in plastic sandals and wrapped her arms around me, demanding I come back and pay. I was too astounded to be moved. Breaking free I continued to the other side and her partner followed, keeping a two-meter distance and cursing me from his vantage point as the cashier grabbed me again, unthinkingly determined to drag me back to the register. I pled no case, I returned no curse, nor did I manage to scare them away with my eyes. Their hate circulated through me like heat and I expelled it back at them in silent shock. No one up in the apartment could see me from where they were and I wouldn’t have liked them to. Even the urgency of the moment was being imposed on me by a cowardly man I would have enjoyed hitting and a desperate woman who was probably stronger than me but too short to tip me over. All the way on the opposite sidewalk she clutched and grabbed at my body and a stubborn rage finally began to manifest. For the police to become involved was going to cost me. A stranger walking by joined the cashier’s partner, calling me white man, and a little taxi pulled right up to us at a high speed.
From the green and gray vocho emerged Sophia. She was my coworker at the English school and I had never seen her on a Sunday before. We’d been to breakfast more than once and I had impressed her by freely deducing what eight out of ten emotional intelligences must have been. As though she had foreseen everything, Sophia walked up and spoke with the confidence of a kindergarten teacher. The Oxxo woman let me go and the onlookers left. Sophia lay a hand on my arm and asked me to wait right there. I stood and tried breathing steadily as so much blood pumped through my head that she was walking back across the street toward me before I realized she had paid for the coffees. First making sure I was well, she allowed herself to laugh, but had to move on because she was late for an appointment at the nearby yoga studio where she was a student and a teacher.

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